Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Time for a change

Every time I read my friends blogs I'm envious of the visits to the park, library, zoo, etc... I'm jealous of the cute and often funny experiences they share with their children, or of the success and freedom that having a career brings. Don't get me wrong I'm grateful for everything I've been able to do thus far in my almost quarter of a century lived it's just...I've had about enough of school, never having time to cook a real meal, not having a clean house, never playing the piano, and not enjoying my husband. Everyone tells me life only gets busier as you get older but I don't understand how that could be true? I leave every morning at 7:00 for work, after work go straight to school, and don't get home till 8:00 p.m. at which point I do my homework. Maybe it's true that life will always be this busy--and truthfully I wouldn't want it any other way--I'm just ready for a different type of busy, that's all.


  1. Your life will always be busy. Once you are done with school and only working it will be a different kind of busy. You will have more time to spend on keeping house, playing piano and spending time with Mark. Then once you have a baby your busy will change again. I think its an even better kind of busy. Your better busy will come soon! But enjoy your free and less responsible busy while you can because once the kid busy comes there is not much freedom!

  2. Oh Shan! who cares what everyone else is doing! what you are doing is awesome and I'm sure you will never regret all the hard work you are putting into shcool! Good for you! I admire you so much! you and your hubs are awesome! And I would say enjoy this chapter! You do have kids to look forward to in the next chapter (which really is the best chapter ;) )